Saturday, 07 March 2009

  • Road Trip

    What a beautiful day! With a quick stop at the grocery for drinks and ice, we hit the road early this morning for Moundville. Although it's just over an hour from home it is far enough away from the phone and computer and the office that it was a great escape. Brian downloaded U2's new album last night and surprised us with it in the car. U2 up loud, sun roof rolled back, cold coke zero and an occassional girl scout cookie! WOW. I needed that!!  


     




Tuesday, 24 February 2009

  • Dreaming

    Dreaming


    Perhaps it is the jet lag or the malaria medicine but I had the most vivid dream. It woke me up and I had to get to my prayer closet to listen to what God was telling me. God speaks to me in my sleep. I whisper to Him, like Samuel when he was a boy in the temple with Eli, "Speak, Lord. Your servant is listening." God led me to Isaiah 58. Mighty powerful the Word of God!!

    As I adjust to life at home again I find myself filled with joy for my time in Kenya. In the past I came home sad and burdened for the orphans of the world. But this time is different because I saw hope and a joy in the Lord that I did not see in Russia or Ukraine. We Americans - and yes this is generalizing, but justly so I believe - trust in our own stuff. We trust in our ability to "make it" in the world. We trust in the corner grocery store for food, the bank for money, the gas station for gas, the employer for a pay check. We trust the wrong place and forget where our help comes from. Our help comes from the LORD.

    My help comes from the Lord,who made heaven and earth! Psalm 121:1

    The Lord hears his people when they call to him for help.He rescues them from all their troubles.
    Psalm 34:17

    But in my distress I cried out to the Lord;yes, I prayed to my God for help.He heard me from his sanctuary;my cry to him reached his ears. Psalm 18:6

    Can any of the worthless foreign gods send us rain?Does it fall from the sky by itself?No, you are the one, O Lord our God!Only you can do such things.So we will wait for you to help us. Jeremiah 14:22




    A Day of Rest
    Sunday. I will take this as a day of rest and will continue to write after a time of fellowship with my family. Please continue to pray for the team members still in country.

    Peace.



    Bitter-Sweet Farewells
    Today as we made our way to splitting up as a team - some staying on for a while, others going on through Europe, and another possibly to Tanzania by invitation of the President - I have been sad. There is nothing like the heart bond I make with team members, and this group espeically. I trust that I will be with them on the field again soon.

    I continued to ask myself what God wanted with me in Kenya. I know and I will go home and work toward that end. I will be obedient and He will show me the details.

    One thing I know for sure...I will return to Kenya with my family, and hopefully other families. We have much to learn from the Kenyan people about faith and following Christ regardless.

    Please pray for our safe travel in the various directions.
  • The Last Day in Joska

    Wednesday, February 18, 2009
    Today we went to see the land the 410 Bridge has purchase in Joska to build a medical facility and a secondary school. It was an honor for the community leaders to share their vision with us and to know that we are playing a small part in the big picture.



    We also visited a quarry where men work for about $3 a day for 15 hours. There are no power tools. Every rock is busted and shaped by hand. Unbelievable! And they also do this on minimal food.

    I washed laundry at the Rescue Center today. Clothes for 20 children, by hand. Two washes. Two rinses. Wring out and hang to dry. Not an easy task. I might have hand rinsed a good sweater or something, but have never experienced this kind of chore. And I complain about laundry with a washer and dryer?? Check myself here.

    Some of the other team members helped to dig a trench to send rain water away from the house while others helped cook or play with the younger children. The older children were at school. I will never forget the impact that Christine's story has had on my heart. She is a doer of the Word. I want to be a doer.

    Tomorrow we will have a pleasure day and go on safari and a boat ride in the area where Out of Africa was filmed. This will be fun and help us to have time to process the many burdens for our new friends. I have seen miracles and the mighty work of God in this place. I will never be the same.


  • Tuesday Evening from Nairobi

    Joska is about 45minute- an hour drive depending on traffic. We leave the congestion, noise and pollution of the city and enter wide open country side that is green and beautiful. In the distance we see Mt. Kenya and the sky is brightest of bright blue with scattered puffs of white. The soil is diverse much like the soil in Alabama, ranging from red hard clay to rich healthy black. It is beautiful!

    More beautiful than the land are the people. They are warm and gracious and when they say "feel free" they mean it. There is a spirit of strength and fortitude that we do not know. One of the team members today said she just thought she was a super-mom. We have certainly met some super moms - mothers of many children who are without a husband and carry water from the well 3 times a day WITH the children under foot. The water to cook, drink, wash and irrigate plants comes from miles away.

     



    The project part of our team has assisted with this week is a trench where pipe will be laid so that water can be pumped to four adjacent communities in Joska. The trench is almost complete. People from all communities came out yesterday and today - some in their 60's and 70's - others in their 20's with their babies on their backs. Side by side they dug and their is a palpable hope among them that life will soon be better.

    Many of these families have bought plots of land in Joska to move out of the city. Most of the children at the school where we are teaching were rescued from the streets in Nairobi. They are not forced to stay in the country, but a bed and food and education is there for them if they choose to stay. Many stay permanently. This week there have been 3 new children.

    I taught sentence structure, punctuation and capitalization today. The students wrote an essay for me about the most important person in their lives. I am bringing them home to share with students in America and hope they they will write back to the children at the Compassion Rescue Center.

    The children we will be helping tomorrow are at Hope Rescue Center. This home is for children affected or infected by HIV/AIDS virus. We will be assisting the founder, Christine, and the 2 house mothers in washing, cooking and mopping. The older children will be at school but we will have time for the younger ones and those too sick to attend school. Some have to stay home and take iv medications.

    I feel wonderful today. God has shown his healing power and our home visits were encouraging to me. I am even more grateful for what God has given me in a home and in my family. I am blessed and God has called me to use my blessings to help others. Although it is difficult to eat knowing someone I met today has no food, I will eat my dinner with a thankful heart and pray for nourishment so that I can go again tomorrow and share the love of Jesus with the Kenyan people.

    I must mention a great delight for me is getting to know Father Steven better. He is a mighty tower of strength and wisdom! His presence here has made a huge impact on the team and on our host. He says that he is now a Kenyan missionary to his own people. I believe he will return with a mission focus again!

    If you have not read much about the agency that I am working with, please do. Their formula for ministry works. I see evidence. The 410 Bridge ....google it!

    Until tomorrow! Peace!!
  • Monday Morning from Kenya

    Please pray for me today. I am physically struggling with sinus stuff. The roads are very dusty and we must keep the windows open for air, but closed to keep us from breathing the dust. It's a hard choice some times. :) Since I have sinus you know what I decided...to enjoy the breeze and have a clear view of the beautiful landscape.


    Nairobi - crowded, noisy, congestion & pollution


    An hour away in Joska. Quiet, peaceful, dusty, impoverished.

    I plan to write at length later this evening because I do not have time to properly write about yesterday - worship, orphanage -

    the bus is waiting.

    (Continued from this morning)
    Today I taught grade 2 at the St. Francis of Assisi Grade School and visited CCRC Joska - Christ Compassion Rescue Center for Street Kids. I covered grammar, math, phonics and art. Some things are universal with children. One child needed to go potty and 15 needed to go. (There were around 40 children in this class.) The desk were hand made and rough - consisting of a bench and top long enough for 3 children to fit at tightly. The floors were dirt and the walls, because they have been recently updated, were concrete. Many of the children had no pencil and some no paper. The ones with pencils were small and old and they sharpened them with their teeth. Now imagine picking a pencil up from the dirt floor and sticking it in your mouth to clean it so it will write again.

    At the break we played duck duck goose. That was a sight trying to teach them but I did it! I was not successful however playing red rover. I couldn't keep the names straight and they couldn't remember their numbers. Oh, well, back to class.



    In the afternoon I went with 4 from our group to visit in the home of a family of 7. The father has been unable to work due to a stroke, the youngest daughter has had TB and the medical bills are piling up on them. The sons have been unable to find work and the mother has cared for the father and daughter. There is no food and they fast most days. I have taught my Sunday School class about famine and drought but I have seen it with my own eyes. Well, let's just watch what God is going to do with this family. After today they will never be the same because the power of God was accepted upon that ground and on that home. I stood amazed in the presence of God today and have cried so so much that my nose even more chafed! But it is unstopping my sinuses!!

    The dinner bell has rang and I will go eat. The cook here is fantastic and the meals are very healthy. Each bite comes with questions and confession when I have sat in the home of the hungry.

    Continue to pray and feel free to forward a link to anyone that might be interested in our work in Joska Kenya!! Thank God for our many many uncountable blessings in the USA.



  • Happy, Happy Sunday!

    I'm here! The real me is here. I feel strong and excited and ready to roll. My body has adjusted well to the time change (9 hours ahead of AL). Now Joan is really in Kenya!!

    I am quite excited today about our visit to the orphanage. During our team prayer and sharing time last evening I asked the team to pray for me specifically that I will see what God wants me to see; hear what he wants me to hear, and feel what he wants me to feel. My deep desire is to hear from God while being obedient to his call. Please pray in that way for me.

    The weather is beautiful and the climate in Nairobi is tropical. On the lodge grounds where we are staying there are banana trees and the flowers are in bloom. It is a paradise just a few miles from the slums. I am thankful for the provision and comfort, yet wrestling (as I always do) with why God has blessed me so.





    My business is in the front of my mind this morning. I am working to set it aside so that I can focus on what I need to do. But then at the same time I whisper a prayer that God will bless me in my business mightily so that I might bless others. Right now my thought is that I cannot separate these areas of my life so easily because one is a means to the other. Will you pray with me that I will meet the goal to make the Queen's Court of Sales by the end of February? I need shows and faces! If you have EVER thought about hosting a show and allowing me to get in front of your friends, NOW is the time that I need you. I can't do this alone. I need the help of the women in my life. Email me and book for the week of February 22-28. Just now I must lay this at the foot of the cross because I realize I am burdened about it. It is out of my hands.

    During the wedding yesterday I was so deeply convicted by the sermon that I needed to become a greater encouragement to my own husband. It is not so much that I say ill things to him and tear him down, but that I am often neglectful to speak the words of affirmation and praise that he so much deserves. With the world as my witness...Thank You Brian for all that you do to care for our family and for my needs. I am grateful.

    Perhaps blogging here is self-therapy. So be it. God is wanting to do a work in my heart and in yours. Let's today - you and I - walk in obedience and love our neighbor.

    Peace and Blessings!
  • Happy Valentine's Day from Nairobi!!!

    I love and miss my sweet husband. I went to a wedding today at Nairobi Baptist Church. Weddings always make me think about the serious commitment of marriage and how God has blessed me with Brian. The wedding was long with a sermon in the middle that was awesome. "WATCH YOUR WORDS" The coolest part was at the end when the bride and groom sat a a table and signed a wedding covenant. The best man and bride's maid signed it as witnesses. Sweet. I've sat at a signing table for a few times over 21 years. :)

    There was feasting and dancing and music. And microphones. Funny how anyone with an audience and a microphone is free to lead. The wedding was a glorious celebration! I had a chance to meet workers from other mission agencies that attended.

    The team as a whole is doing well. Steven went to spend the remainder of the day with family. We'll all resting and bonding...more resting for some than others. :) OK - so I like naps. But I'm not taking one because I almost have my body on Kenya day/night. I plan to just turn in early tonight.

    The people hear are so warm and friendly. Oh, so beautiful too. Many of the little children had not seen Mazoogoo (sp?) white person - and are a little afraid. Others though run up and introduce themselves or want their picture made. I held my first child today. Hopefully I can post some pics later but won't tie up the computer too long since others are waiting for a opportunity to update their FB status.

    LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU BRIAN!! LORA! EVAN! Have a fun weekend.

    I am still not sure exactly why God has me here. But I am listening and seeking after him.

Thursday, 22 January 2009

  • Kenya

    To say that I am excited about my upcoming trip to Kenya is an understatement of great proportion. I am jazzed!!! Several years ago I was in an aerobics class with mostly senior adults. One morning our leader had an emergency and was absent. I volunteered to grab a cassette tape out of my car for us to move with. Glen Miller. It was so fun and hilarious!!! These women hadn't moved at that pace in years, but they were laughing and having so much fun. It was an unexpected delight! That day, those emotions...fun and worth while good for others that I contributed to in some little way...are what I'm feeling about Kenya. Enjoy the music. And smile!



Sunday, 11 January 2009

  • Hee Haw

    Brian introduced Lora to Hee Haw tonight while I ran to pick up Evan from youth group. He was giggling when he said, "Tell your mom what you watched on tv." "What was it called, Papa? Yahoo? Hahoo??" Brian busted out laughing and as he said "Hee Haw" with a lilt in his voice I said "Hee Haw" with angst in mine. I made it eight years without exposing her to it and I leave them unattended less than an hour and she's ruined. For the next hour she surfed YouTube (with parents in attendance of course) and listened to Dolly Parton, Connie Smith and Loretta Lynn. Picture this, my little girl sitting at the computer listening to Coat of Many Colors for the fourth time, Brian standing behind her with teary eyes, Evan declaring the absurdity of hair styles from across the room and me...feeling warm and fuzzy. 

     

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